To cheat....or not to cheat....

The tension, the wanting, the urge. A passionate craving for that one act of lust and danger.
Rebellion and it's consequences pay no conscious to what is going to happen when you put two fed up motherfuckers together. Sick or tired of the relationships they are in to just forget and give into whatever is offered to them.  Sex? Companionship? Care?
Yes.
When everything has little or no meaning to the word ''love''. Why shouldn't you just do it.
Do it.
Lying down on your back or zipping down your pants to the sacrifice of what is sacred and healthily moraled.
A one night stand or eloping. Whatever you do to get out of what you are in.
Is cheating the answer?
Sure it maybe helps. Yeah it might ease the pain inside.
But will it always? Is it something you can give a good excuse too?
In your opinion maybe. Yeah.
Then why are you even thinking twice about it? Go ahead. Do the dirty and man up.
Cause. What is there to loose?
Dignity? Honor? The one?
Maybe. But when did cheating have to mingle with being right?
Yes.
Because no one is in the clear zone when you have the blood of whatever you killed on your hands.
What do you kill by cheating?
 

The hopeless romantic freak.

So lately I was in a personal relationship with Netflix. All of the movies that were categorized ''Romance'' I pretty much watched while indulging into a tub of ice cream and a barrel of popcorn. And after a week of this I realized something (and no not just the discovery of gaining five pounds from the body morphing evil snacks that can turn a small waist line into the equator). But a simple fact of  mostly all teenage girls like me in the world.
I.Am.A. Hopeless.Romantic.
I pretty much have self diagnosed this condition.
Its frantically taking more and more victims as it goes along.
Wheeling in dozens with its aura of lust, passion, emotions, and true love.
And can only be defined as a person fantasized with the idea of finding one being to be with you for the rest of you life. Happily.
But hey, Im not that stupid.
I know it never happens. I just LOVE the stories about it. The forever and beyond ever afters. The dream come true.
The boy meets girl concept of a film or a piece of classic literature.
Wherever I can find an entertaining tale of that. Then I will gladly enjoy it.
Secretly though. Becuase I have many friends who would disown me if they found out I was into cheesy, sappy, romance shit.
THOUGH! I don't care. Im a twilight loving, Jane Austen Obsessed, finding that one person infatuated, craved, crazed, fixated, HOPELESS ROMANTIC. :D and proud to be one.
In the closet......

Hey blog readers

Recenlty my mother has been tracking down my family's history and turns out im not only el salvadorian, peutro rican, mexican, and spanish. But im german jewish and austrian( you know like the hills are alive from the sound of music) plus french and irish. This is what i don't understand though that why does it have to be so complicated and complex about one nationality or enthicity. I mean when people ask what I am I proudly say ''I'm a Latina'' and then I think i'm other things as well. But why can't they ask who I am becuase then i know excatly what too say and there are no doubts, my name. But it's not like that, so don't get me wrong my family's past is so very interesting and important but I know who I am. It's not like I need some backround check.

Ok lets talk about whats been in my life? If ur interested......

Well of course like everyone else love is a huge part of my life. And being a girl in todays world without having a body like Megan fox and the talents of ethier Martha Stewart and smarts such as Hillary Clinton your not getting anywhere pretty much with the opposite sex. Its all about the outside of a human and thats the way it has been ever since men were men and women were women, since mail order brides and grooms were invented, and lust took its role and control into a persons life to let out and roam free. But love, who hears of that anymore I mean real love? Like the ones you read about in Jane Austen Books and classic movie love stories like Titanic? Where is the Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth in all of us, and the Jack and Rose? Even though I can't seem to find it everyone tells me I will and someday I know I can. Not with looks but with personality( even though looks will help !). Becuase everyone has someone out there in the world, someone far or near. So don't lose hope becuase faith is so important to survive what ever you go through even me and a million others searching for the one.
Sincerely, The Main Writer.

Hello, Again!

I posted 3 more little thing I wrote, all by myself with just a computer, my mind, my hands, and some classical music in the backround. I truely thank anyone who comments or follows! Or just reads my writings. I hope that one day I can publish something similar to all that I write! Please, I beg of you though, do not copy or take my words (plagiarize). I thought really hard to get what I put on paper. So that I have emotion in it and something people can feel and not just read.
Thank you,
Sincerely, the main writer.

Peace.

Have you ever watched the godfather part 3 ending? When Michaels daughter dies and his last moments remembering the women in his life that meant most to him? When that beautiful classical song plays in the background even making the scene more powerful? If you haven’t it brings tears to your eyes and make you realize that even in a dark world with secrets beyond belief. Those people causing it, could have someone they love be taken away and feel absolute out of the elements. It just shows that a humans soul is like any other no matter what they have done, that tears fall from all eyes and not just the ''good'' people. That life is something to be cherished and given to even those who do wrong. And were not all perfect and sin happens to everyone because nor or we saints or angels. But people with values no matter how small or big, living or not, present past or future, with dreams and faith, hope and fear, happiness and triumph. Humans are humans. And that’s all we can become for we are not better than another or lower. God gave us all a body and heart, blood and sweat so that we could make something out of the world he made. To take it from level to the next, creating history. To craft joy in each prospect of unfortunate, to hand out a hand to the despaired. To let religion be chosen and not forced upon. To not prosper on the weak or poor but give them the support and tools to make a earth so that not one lonely person is left behind on the greatness of success. To clean and nourish nature and its habitants that beauty is not just in material things ,but all around you. To even know on an earth of discrimination, war, violence, and hate that good is here waiting for us to grasp before its gone. To grow not one country ,state, city, town, or village but all were any live. Because we are gods children, our parents children, our nations children, we are people, humans and nothing more or less.

Hello!

Finally I have a blog! Hello everyone, my name is The Main Writer. My passions are writing about life, society, and past evernts that happened to me. And I promise that what I post will be at least:
1.Inspiring.
2. Interesting
3. Funny
4. Detailed.

So hope u come by and check it out when I first post my real story!!!!
Thanks!
Sincerely, The Main Writer.